What happened today is…

As I sit here and think of everything. I think of how little I am and how I get in my own way ALL the time. I want so badly to just say God here I have nothing do with it you may. I have decided to take the higher road with God I am going to devote everything I have to Him and I am tired of getting in my own way. I am done with this life I am giving it to Him ALL to HIM! I am just so exhausted from my mistakes. Whenever I mess up is just me telling myself you are can’t do it alone. You can’t do this alone you need me. So God here is am take my brokenness, my unworthy soul, my everything, and use me how you will. I am yours God I am forever yours I am tired of living on my own and putting you to the wayside. I want so badly to do what you want me to. I am done with putting everything before you. I am done with guys, with anything that doesn’t have you in it. Consume me everything of you take me take everything in me Lord. TAKE ME. USE ME. SO if you are a guy and want to be with me. HA GOOD LUCK! never going to happen! You’ll have to go through God and He is not so willing to give me up to just any one. Friends? Yes, I have many, but will I choose them wisely you better believe I will. So if you are willing to put up with the fact I love God with every ounce and I am not willing to compromise any more then you will stay if not you can always find someone else who will feel the same as you do. God, YOU are ALL I need and ALL I want! forever!