Tuesday.
First off Sunday night was amazing! I have never felt so alive in Christ. He just completely broke me and reassured me that I do have feelings. 
God knows just the right thing to say to me when I need Him. He knows how to melt my heart and how to make me realize I can do things through Him. He love us SO much! Which makes me love Him all the more! God has been speaking to my heart and has been melting it more and more every day. I just want so much of Him it is crazy. I would so anything for Him…
Any who that brings me to my next point. Our pastor is so awesome! His vision is so immensely BIG. He wants to see God move so much in our state. His passion for lost people makes me all that more love God and it just gets me fired up. Mike, you are the best pastor anyone could ask for! I know WE ALL LOVE YOU!
Okay. I have been reading Ephesians so much lately and it is just making me realize how much God wants us to work together as a team. We were not meant to live this life alone we were meant to work as one. We can’t do everything we weren’t created for everything. It says in Ephesians 4 we are to humble ourselves. Humble ourselves? Why? We are suppose to humble ourselves so we can allow other to use their gifts and talents too. If I don’t humble myself every once and a while man would things suck! I can’t do much but what I can I do well. If I tried to do something I can’t do because of pride it would look terrible. HUMBLE YOURSELF FOOL! Let someone else do it! haha. love each other build each other up. Encouragement is awesome. when someone thinks they are going to just die when someone encourages them it is like someone pumped adrenaline into their veins it is awesome. God encourages us through His word. When we feel He is not there it is because we don’t let Him be there. God is slowly breaking my wall. The wall I have placed around my heart. All because of poor choices I have made, but God is so much stronger than me I just need to give Him my heart and nothing will be able to hurt me because I have the big guy on my side! Alright well I am done here for now haha.
