What happened today is…

Okay I am going to try and do this again. Well a lot has been going on since I’ve last posted. I’ve been down lately because of it but things are starting to look up. I am learning how to be a strong person again and how to be more outgoing again. I’ve been trying to get back into God I got side tracked but I feel close to Him again just by everything I do and looking around me and admiring things again. Our God is amazing I didn’t know if you knew that. I have amazing friends I take for granted I need to stop looking at my hurt and what I’m going through I feel so selfish sometimes. Yes, I was hurt but it is not all about me. There IS a bigger picture to this and things do happen for a reason I am a strong believer of that. These times right now we need to lean on God more than ever I see everyone just getting so discouraged and just loosing heart and what they even were thinking when they started Cinema Church. People who were whole hearted in the beginning are now slowly withering away I just want to get a worship night where we can celebrate OUR LORD, OUR CREATOR, OUR FATHER! We are His children why can’t we have a huge party for him and just be a little selfish and focus on our hearts one time and just have a God celebration? I dunno I am rambling. Tonight was so good. I got to hang out with an amazing person and watch a movie. Certainly needed a night where I didn’t think so much. SOOO anyone who wants to chill just call. I am always down for anything. I’ll make time for you whenever! It is time for bed God is amazing just remember that even in the worst of times He is peeking His head around the corner waiting to HUG the crap out of you and make you feel like a million bucks!