Thursday.
So. I have not exactly been here that much. Mostly because I don’t know what to “blog” about. Well I babysat yesterday and I was just thinking about it today. We are meant to have faith like a child and I can see why they are just so believing all the time. You tell them something and they believe you no matter what you say. If you told them there was going to be marshmallows falling from the sky they will look up and wait I am sure. They tell you exactly what they want every time and expect you to be so proud of them. They want all the attention they can get and they still don’t know right from wrong and just want to please. Why can’t we have that much faith? Why do we always question and don’t step out in faith? Why are we so content in being where we are comfortable? I have a problem with having a childlike faith. I can own up to it. the question is am I going to do anything about it? We are so content in sitting there and doing nothing about it. This is going to be my challenge this week. Anyone can hold me to this. Please do. Test me Lord test me and hold me to this! Make me move and have faith in you!
Tuesday.
Today was a pretty good day. I have been very busy these past few weeks. I am excited about my new job, and not so excited about the time it takes up. I am still learning out to manage my time. I have been learning alot lately about relationships though. I have a boyfriend now who is a christian and keeps me accountable all the time and who is simply amazing. I can definitely see the Lord working in his life. Although I would like to spend every moment with him I know I can not. So the Lord is teaching me patience so I can learn to put Him first and for most in my life. I love that I can tell ray I need to stop spending so much time with him so I can spend more time with my Lord and Saviour. It is awesome. God is teaching me so much through work too. It is teaching me that I have to be very careful. haha and that people are weird and I still have to be nice to them and talk to them. oh well. I am still getting the hang of things. I will try and keep up with this as time goes on. God bless.
