Wednesday.
well I am on my lunch break from the Bank right now. I decided to blog woot. Today was the first day I was in an actual branch. I was so nervous and I do know what I am doing for the most part but everything seems to leave my brain and I hate it. Just keep me in your prayers please. well I have to get going back to work now.
Monday.
Today is monday. I haven’t blogged in a while. Sorry for that. I have been so busy lately and I wish life would just SLOOOWWWW down, but it doesn’t. I have started this new job at Liberty Bank. I am excited, but I have to be patient with being paid and I have to learn to budget more. Any ideas anyone? I am terrible with it right now. I never really had any bills and now I pay for everything and I haven’t had a pay check for almost three weeks now. So I def. need to learn how to manage better. Besides that life is pretty good. I wish I had more time though. I miss being able to just get home and have nothing to do but sit and talk to God. I feel like I have shorted God lately because I feel like I have no time at all. It def. stinks. I def. see God moving though and for that I am excited. I see everything just coming together with everything. Right now I am just praying so hard about this one decision. Because I want to make the right choice. I don’t really want to say what it is, but it is big in my life right now and I would love some prayer on this. I just want to give God my entire being and just quit my job live in seclusion and worship God with the exception of me going and being with people. Because I can’t stay alone for a while I go crazy I need some sort of human contact I need people’s hugs and smiles and laughter. So please everyone just keep me in your prayers please.
Wednesday.
Okay here is an update for everyone on the progress with my new job. it is going quite well I feel alot more comfortable and things are running smoothly. I started talking more on the second day, not so much the first. (haha) The first day was hectic because there were many people coming in to speak to us because it was orientation. That day was a headache and a half. The second day went much better. I had to go to the town hall meeting at the Crown Plaza in Cromwell. Listened to everything they had to say about all the improvements and the progress we are making at the bank. I didn’t understand half of what they were saying. After all it was my second day. They let us go home early at 4, but only after we did more learning exercises. Today, the instructor was sick with the flu and bronchitis (so keep her health in your prayers and that the rest of us do not get sick) and the other instructor had a lecture to attend. So because of that they sent all of us to different branches to observe for the day. I didn’t have to go far I just went across the street. Some of you may know Chalice she goes to our church, well she works at the branch I had to go to. That was mind easing. I did nothing all day I sat there and “observed” from 8:30-4:00 sitting there doing nothing. Yes I got bored really fast! Yeah I am definitely seeing God in all of this because where ever I had to go I didn’t get lost once there was always someone coming in at the same time that I knew to direct me to where I needed to go. It was quite strange, right when I was about to walk into the building for the first day the woman that interviewed me was walking in. She directed me right to the place I needed to go. That was the major thing I was afraid of. GETTING LOST! I don’t know why I have that fear, but I do. God was there with me every step of the way I think it no coincidence that every time I needed to know something someone I knew popped up. God remembered me and my fears. 
I thank Him!
Sunday.
Today was a good day. Even though I spent most of it in pain from being a worry wart. I don’t know why I get so nervous. Anyways the parents night went amazingly I believe. the room looked better than I could have imagined. I didn’t sleep well the night before for unknown reasons, but I woke up at 7ish I believe and just started reading my Bible and just singing to Him. When I started to cry for no reason. I was on my bed praying to God asking Him to take away anything that was bothering me. I did not know why I was crying or why I stopped all I know is I felt God there and wanted Him to stay with me I never want Him to leave me. Lately I have been wanting to know more and more about Him and His Word that I don’t even know where to begin. I feel like I have waste so much time that I could have been using to learn so much about my Heavenly Father. All those years wasted. I am not wasting any more time, but I keep getting ahead of myself with trying to do too much. I need to take one step at a time. I thank everyone for praying for me and my new job.
