Friday.
I have the tendency to over think things alot. I read way too much into what someone says and think the worst in it. I know this is not always the wisest thing to do, it is actually a really stupid way to react and it gets me into alot of trouble most of the time. When I do this I make people mad because it frustrates them and they say I am putting words into their mouth.
When I read that passage in John last week I just now fully understood how it applies to my life. I realized I was not treating someone in the love of Christ solely because I did not like her. I had no REAL reason not to like her at all. She, in my head, stole the guy that I liked. This was stupid. I was being immature and not loving her the way that Christ would want me to love her. So I did what I do best I apologized, (I don’t do that too well. Admit when I am wrong, and then apologize.) I mean she lives in a different state so she would never know if I cared or not but I could not shake the feeling of doing her wrongly. It did not make one difference in her life if I apologized or not, but it did make a huge difference in my life. It made me realize I need to love without judgement. Yes, it may have hurt but I needed to not put the blame on her when she did nothing wrong.
So besides that going on I woke up this morning at 5:45ish I would say it was with a bloody nose. I caught it before it got all over everything, but I went through about 5 tissues before it stopped. Surprisingly I was happy the rest of the day and work wasn’t bad at all. Twas strange to not care if I stayed longer at work or not. Oh well need to get ready for LP and the girl’s sleep over after. Excited about tonight not the morning when I need to work with no sleep I am guessing. 
May God bless you all!
